look up a the rain...

daisy, give yourself away
look up at the rain
the beautiful display
of power and surrender
giving us today
when you yourself away...

It's so hard to let go... To let go of my desires, of my dreams, of my emotions, to understand that there is a time when I must let go of people and feelings that have once filled my heart. Today driving back home I was looking at the sky and you could see some stars shining from in between the clouds and the rain drops and how mighty and giving the rain can be; If my desire is to see God raining down with His love and grace upon me and the ones around me then I am also called to be a rain and to give myself away, to surrender things that I've taken as mine so I can receive drops of what God has for me.

The rain may seem easy but it's hard; it's demanding, it requires a state of emptiness, of giving yourself away. It has been hard for me to have to let some people who are dear to me go and every day a small piece of me dies but from this death a new life arises. A life driven by love and total dependence not on me but on who God is through me.

Daddy, please help me to let these things and these people simply go, let me dettach the parts of my heart that need to be closely attached to you; and one day if you Will bring them back to me but each day I know more and more that the only one worth going after is You. It can be very hard but to have the chance to look into Your eyes of Love makes everything worth it. I prefer to be an anonymous intercessor than a frustrated lover of the ones that are part of me.

I love you, I am Yours and I don't want to be no one else's. More than ever I know for Whom I was meant for.