I wish she knew [...]

I wish she could see; i wish she could know; I wish she could hear; I wish she could know that she is the pearl in the middle of the field, that my words would not be just more simple words of appreciation amongst so many others. I wish I could express that my dream is not just to change the world by myself, but to change myself through her world as well. I wish that somehow when she sees, when she knows, when she hears, she would come to dream along side with me; she would respond, she would shine and reflect the light of the beautiful pearl in the middle of the field of my heart; that she would not run away …

I hope that one day she will realize that she is much more than a simple intercession, much more than just a prayer; more than a reminder in the sky, much more than a diamond placed in my heart by my King but an expression of His Love within me; a poem written by the Hands of a skillful writer; she's a song that is poured down from heaven and waters my heart, making me believe with all my soul that I was created to Love above all things my One True Lover and as a fruit of His love for me, compel me to love her as she deserves to be loved;

Papa, I have dedicated my life, my heart and all the love I have to you; I live only for You and You alone and all my wishes, I put at the altar as an offering of the tears that fall from my soul; tears of joy, tears of hope, tears of passion and love; May each day I become more wholly surrendered;

I wish she knew […] may my wrist be the seal of my covenant to seek You first and always and raise her up every time my heart is drawn to Your Love […]

Then again..maybe now she does know =)