undone

You know the feeling when you're excited and anticipating all the great experiences and things that are prepared for you but at the same time you just feel really really strong in your heart that you're simply not ready for any of it? The closer in that the day comes the more I feel unprepared for everything. I remember I used to pray asking God to make me feel certain and sure and filled with His assurance and presence when the time came for me to step out and walk upon all the promises and things He shared with me but now that through my human eyes I see so many clear directions from God showing me that the time is arriving I feel empty inside, I feel unprepared, undone, uncertain of what I'm actually suppose to do.

And I just feel the Spirit of God pushing me out of my comfort and almost every hour that goes by confronting me with Truths and revelations that break my heart and make me see that I have nothing from my own self and that I have to feel empty on my inside because in the bottom line God has me, He is the ONLY ANSWER to all the questions I've always made myself, He is the only one capable of fulfilling what my heart longs for and I'm not really suppose to know what I'm gonna do, or if I'm not ready but I have to know that I'm am His and He is mine, and today I know that I know that I know that I know that only through my surrender I can achieve the dreams that were craved in my heart by the flame of God's love.

"Give it all up baby prince, because I wanna give you My Kingdom"