pursuing Home...

It has been a long time since I've written anything. Coming back and going through the process of adjusting to my normal life hasn't been as smooth as I thought I'd be; Everyday I face new challenges and new situations that awaken parts of my heart that I wasn't aware of before. I can't remember the number of times I've sat before my computer and thought about what to write or how to put into words all the things that have been happening in my heart and life.

I've been discovering every day new facets of who God is, and how my life has been made to walk forward while I'm on my knees; whenever I turn to God in my spirit it's possible to hear the sounds that the angels hear, to feel the wind that the angels feel, to see the eyes of a God who is Love Himself; but why do I not focus? why do I turn away from him? But every morning His mercies and Grace have been made new; and I found myself with no words, lost in the middle of the mess called me, but at the same time dependent on One for the air I breathe and for the purpose to live one more day, pursuing Home once again;

"Home exists Paulo. You now know that, and your heart will always know... Home exists..."